Everybody loves Matty

Even though matty should have won a million dollars, he did not. However, he'd certainly win my vote if I were on the jury, solely because of who he is. Matty is now my greatest survivor of all times!



If you had paid attention, you'd know that there's been another new campaign to expand the non-smoking area. (eg. Playgrounds, Carparks, Shopping Centre entrances/exits etc..) If you ask me, I'd say its more of a joke. "Please be considerate, and think of our healths". You really reckon that talking about responsibility/consideration to hardcore smokers would work?? They can't even take responsibilities for themselves, much less for others. If this is not a joke, a waste of money and waste of breath, then what is it? I'm sure they're more capable than that.


19th December is going to be a very important day for me. One very year ago, on this seemingly insignificant day, I started out on a new life which I'd never saw it coming. This new life not only brought me to my sense about what the world really was like out there, but it also gave me so much happiness and joy, that I doubt I've ever felt this way before. I could say, I'd really lived a life on my own, and then when I was independant, I could give others happiness as well. I really like that feeling. In a way, I'd never felt so "powerful" before. It had also brought so many new people into my life, and even until today, I value this so much more than I had expected it to be. But nice things always don't last. It came to an end almost recently, and there were months where I'd look back on the times lost, and the hardest days to get by in life. There was sadness, undoubtedly, but the love and joy, friendship and laughter that I'd taken away at the end of the day, put all my worries far behind. I had nothing to lose, I realised.

There was once, I said to myself, "but I'm too young to worry". And then, during this period, I realised it was not true at all. But since the day I walked in, I'd never intended to turn back. It had taught my some life lessons, and gave me the once in a lifetime experience to do great things here and there, meet very special people, and push myself to greater heights.

But for sure, somethings I'll never be able to let go and this, only time will tell.


-i know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home