everyone of us has messed up too

I used to make decisions on my own and promise people things I could do. Now, I cant make them without involving some of you, and tonight, it made me realised how my life has changed. I cannot make another promise again, because I know the next time, the next time that is, I'm gonna let you all down. And then more importantly, die alittle more inside. But until now, everything is still alright. In the meantime, hope that things will alter itself such that I'm no longer torn between both sides.

We make stupid mistakes, but most of them are meant to be made. If it hadn't happened, we wouldn't learn. More importantly, we gotta have the same courage we had to take it up, to now put it down. It's easier than you think it is, really. It's alright to be silly, I've got nothing to lose, nothing to gain from you.

Then again, I'm back now stronger than ever. Better than never. Wiser forever. In the meantime, I'm still the happiest girl in this district.